….pitter… ….patter… ….pitter……… ….patter…. …you hear the rain…. …..falling down…. ….you amaze in it’s beauty….. ….on how it soothes your soul…. ….just by listening to it….. ….it seems that time stops…….. …when you listen to the rain…… ….when you watch it….. …it gives you a…. ….certain feeling…… …..of sadness….. ….a certain feeling…… ….of loneliness… …. a certain feeling…… ……melancholy………. …..the gloominess of the sky….. …..and the coldness of the wind….. ……
makes you stop….. ….and reminisce….. ……your childhood…… …on how you usually…….. ….stare at the falling rain…… …..outside your window…… …..hoping that it will all……… ….go away….. ….hoping that the…….. …..sun will shine it’s way through…… ……hoping that you can go out……. …..and enjoy a short moment….. …..with your friends……
…..rain…… …..an embodiment of melancholy…… …..an occurrence…. …..used to stir up emotions……. …..used to calm your troubling heart……….. …..used to help you go go back…….. ….where your heart’s home is……
………memories of childhood…. …..memories that passed by you…. ….yet you never paid much attention…. ….you never thought that you will….. ….someday want to go back……. ….to the days of the past…… ….to heal your wounds…. ….to free your mind…. ….to escape reality….. ….and to live your life all over again….
…..the scent of the rain……. …..drowns you to memory lane….. ………slow and bittersweet….. …..the black and white memories….. ….of the rain….. …..the sad touch of rain….. ….touching your cheeks…. …..wanting you to welcome them…. ….with every drop on your face…. ….its cold feeling….. ….reminds you of long cold nights…. …..all alone…. …..waiting in the dark….. ….waiting for….. ….you….
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senti mode.. sa pagpatak ng ulan, sa pagdilim ng paligid. bakit nga ba nakakalungkot kapag umuulan, o baka naman ako lang ang nalulungkot kapag umuulan. kakaiba ang feeling. parang tahimik ang lahat, at ang tikatik lang ng ulan ang tangi mong maririnig. habang bumabagsak sa lupa, parang nakakbingi ang katahimikan sa paligid. kakaiba rin ang simoy ng hangin. parang sinasabi sa ‘yo na huwag ka nang lumabas ng bahay, matulog ka, at namnamin mo ang biyaya mula sa kalangitan. parang ang bagal ng oras. habang hinihintay mong matapos ang ulan, tila parang lalong tumatagal at bumabagal ang pagbagsak ng bawat patak nito.
sana sa pagtila ng ulan, tumila rin ang bugso ng aking damdamin na dala ng ulan.