…the battle of pride…. ….has already ended… ….sure it was a……… ……..victory….. ….everything ended up the way it must be….. …..for a moment….. ….you were happy……….
…..you never thought……. ….that something went wrong…. ….you never saw it coming….. ….you thought everything was alright…….. …that everything should be back…. ….the way it was before….
….YOU WERE WRONG….
….things are slowly changing….. ….the damsel in distress…. ….is not in distress anymore…. …nor is it a damsel….. ….she changed…. ….unavoidable?…. ….you don’t think so…… …it makes your heart bleed…….. ….knowing that some things change…….. ….for the worse….
……….maybe it’s because………. …..you’ve protected her for so long…. ……..that she knows you can’t let anything happen to her……….. ……in that she could do anything………. …..that she won’t pay the price….. ….was it self-humiliating?…….. …..that even her….. …could not respect you…… …..was it not a noble deed….. ….to protect someone?………….
….you don’t know what to do…. …she always breaks your trust….. …..you feel betrayed……. ….but she always say sorry…… ….even though she does it again and again….. …..is she underestimating you?………. ….or does she even care what you’re feeling?………. ….selfish…. …..she constantly avoids you…………. …..when she feels it…….. ………stupid……..
………..and now……………
……..a total stranger…….. ……..catches you as your heart falls down……… …….it comforts you……. ….as your heart bleeds endlessly…….. ….she doesn’t know anything that you’re feeling…….. …nor what’s happening….. …..but still, she somehow heals your sorrow…… …was it her magic?………. …..you know you’ve seen her before….. ….but you don’t remember….. …..maybe it was destiny……. …..to make your life………. …..complicated……….
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siguro tama na muna ang post na ganito… [confused]
eto na lang ang LSS song ko ngayon:
There’s No Easy Way by James Ingram
I held her close to me
Coz I know she breaks so easily
And then I told her
But I knew no matter how I tried to console her
She just do the best she could
But there are times the best is no damn good
And no matter how you try to be kind
There’s always still a part of you you’ll leave behind
When it falls apart
There’s no easy way to break somebody’s heart.
I lied and told her she’ll be fine
Though we both knew it was just a lie
I had to do it
Coz I had said anything to help me get through it.
Then she reached out for my hand
And her simple touch was more than I could stand
And I had to turn away coz I knew
All the hurt that she was feeling, I was feeling too
Coz when it falls apart
There’s no easy way to break somebody’s heart.
She could’ve gotten angry
And made me feel like a guilty child
But I realized that never was her style
I wanted her to hurt me
And not treat me like a friend
I wanted her to say “there’d be someday
I’d come crawling on my knees to ask her back again”
But she acted like a lady till the end
Oh, what a lady!
I thought that she’d break down
But she smiled at me and never made a sound
And I guess she understood in her way
Coz her silence told me everything she could not say
When it falls apart
Whoah, there’s just no easy way
There’s just no easy way
There’s no easy way to break somebody’s heart…