Month: October 2005

sadness….
…what really is sadness?….
…..i’m not really sure….
…hmm…
….but why?….
…it’s because…….

…i don’t know what happiness is…..
….i don’t know the feeling….

………..of being loved……………..

sorrow…..
….what really is sorrow?…..
….i’m not sure also……
…why?….
….it’s because………
….i don’t know what joy is……
….. i really don’t know…….

…grief….
…agony…
…despair…
…anguish…
…these are unfamiliar to me…
…maybe…           …because….
…it’s the only thing….                ….that i’ve felt all these years….
…i don’t know any other feeling….             ….feels like….

………numb…………..

…pain is my life…
…suffering is what i have…
…sad is what i am…

…how painful can it get…?…
…when the only thing that you got….

…are memories…
…bittersweet memories…

…but then…
…someone has to take them away…        ….away from you….

….who’s the cruel one….
………is it me?…………….
….is it because i’ve made myself suffer all this time?…….
..when i could just make a new life for me….
………..something much happier………………

….or am i a victim?……..
….. a victim of destiny….
…..entwined and entangled…….
….no way to escape?………

…i’m really not sure…
……i’m quite confused……….
…i cannot voice out these feelings….
……..for these are…..

…my canned thoughts….

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wai!! antagal na simula ng last akong magpost sa blog ko. hindi dahil sa busy ako. tamad lang talaga. ala akong magawa ngayon kaya eto ang mga pinaggagawa ko, ang magpost sa blog. sa mga nasa laguna area, watch naman kayo sa october 29, 2005 sa local cable channel nyo. baka sakaling mapanood nyo kami doon. hehe, tutugtog kami!!! di ko lang sure kung live yung show. 1-3 pm un, nood kau. sana nd rin kami magkalat. sakit kc daliri ko, injury. actually, sa loob ng mahabang panahon ala pa ring pangalan ang bandang yun. ala din maisip si kuya v. ano kaya kung “Erick V” (erick five) na lang ang name. o kaya naman ay “Erick D” (erick 500).  o “Anonymous” dahil hanggang ngayon ay ala pa rin name. ewan ko, bahala na. hanggang sa muli.

-the aitenshi sardines project

Translation
wai!! it’s been so long since i last posted on my blog. it’s not because i’m busy or anything. i’m just lazy. i don’t have anything to do so these are what i have been doing, posting on my blog. for those in laguna area, please watch out for us on october 29, 2005 on your local cable channel. chances are you’ll see us there. hehe, we’ll be performing!!! i’m not sure if the show will be live. it’s 1-3pm, please watch. and i hope that we won’t suck. my fingers hurt, injury. actually, for the longest time, the band still has no name. kuya v also can’t think of a name. what if we called it “Erick V” (erick five). or “Erick D” (erick 500). or “Anonymous” because up to now, we still have no name. i don’t know, till next time.
-the aitenshi sardines project